"I’m a pro at letting go."
I wish I could solve your problems. I wish I could make you happy. I know I’m not the cause of your sadness, I just wish I could make things better. It worries me to know you’re not okay. I check on you a lot. I may be far away but I’m always there for you.. I hope you know that.
People always say that time heals all wounds but I don’t think that’s true. Eventually we all just move on. We stop dwelling on what used to be and just live in the present moment. We fill our time with things to do so eventually we don’t even have time to think about the past. It’s not that our wounds have been “healed”. We simply don’t have time to think about the wounds anymore; we don’t have time to feel the pain. Sometimes I feel like a robot, doing what I’m told and making sure tasks get done while feeling nothing. When I really stop to think, I start to remember everything that used to be and I get so sad. Life is sad. :|
"Sometimes it takes you separating yourself from someone else to really be happy with who you are."
Breaking Bad | First and Final Appearances (excluding flashbacks)
Never have I been more invested in a show. Thank you Breaking Bad for always being amazing.
Growing colder as I grow older. I could use a humbling experience at this point in my life. Newly 21 and I’m just now realizing how much I’ve changed, but at the same time stayed the same. I used to think growing older would mean I’d grow wiser. I still feel 10, to be honest. The only difference I notice is that I’ve grown more distrusting and cynical. The more I put myself out there, in the “real world”, I realize how awful people are. I’m no saint but I think I’m an overall good person? (I hope so at least) I fear becoming someone I hate. I can only hope that I’ll be proud to become my future self.
"No one ever wants the person who hurt them to ever see how badly they’ve been hurt."
"Good things fall apart so better things can fall together."