“But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.”
"I’m a pro at letting go."
I wish I could solve your problems. I wish I could make you happy. I know I’m not the cause of your sadness, I just wish I could make things better. It worries me to know you’re not okay. I check on you a lot. I may be far away but I’m always there for you.. I hope you know that.
People always say that time heals all wounds but I don’t think that’s true. Eventually we all just move on. We stop dwelling on what used to be and just live in the present moment. We fill our time with things to do so eventually we don’t even have time to think about the past. It’s not that our wounds have been “healed”. We simply don’t have time to think about the wounds anymore; we don’t have time to feel the pain. Sometimes I feel like a robot, doing what I’m told and making sure tasks get done while feeling nothing. When I really stop to think, I start to remember everything that used to be and I get so sad. Life is sad. :|
"Sometimes it takes you separating yourself from someone else to really be happy with who you are."